Tuesday, June 06, 2006

I need more drugs.

I can't talk normally anymore at the moment. But I don't want to. I want to be manic and crazy and not in my head. Because my head? It stinks. I don't want to be in my life because it stinks even worse. The way I've been feeling lately? I'm going to feel this way forever. Forever is a long time and not a good thing. I'm not sure there are any good things anymore at the moment. I don't want to participate but it's hard to watch it go by. I think people make it hard by asking questions. Why don't you want to participate. I'm stalling. Why are you stalling.

I'm always stalling anymore at the moment. I need more drugs.

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