Do you ever just say stuff and you sort of don't know why? People always ask me questions and it seems like there's a time limit in which I can answer before I fail at human conversation. "Watcha been up to?" he might ask. I quickly rack my brain, what have I been up to? uni? Just go with it. "Uh, uni mostly." "Oh yeah? How's that going?" he asks. Fuck I dunno "yeah, it's good." Is that enough, oh God he's still looking at me, "My lecturers are..." are what? Seriously? "a bit wierd". He looks at me, "wierd huh?" fuck oh fuck what do I say now? "um, yeah" quickly think of something wierd they've done? Make him stop looking, fuck, "well see they... um, they're really stupid, yeah."
Seriously, when did I get this socially inept?
It's wierd, because some days I'm a smoking gun, nothing but headshots and other days I just seem to keep shooting myself in the foot (or feet). Fortunately my inadequacies aren't gender specific, but still it's wierd that I can talk to fine lady with no problems but simple conversation with my sisters boyfriend is beyond me. I think I might be autistic.
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